I’m doing an experiment. On myself. A self experiment in radical mindfulness and mindful emptiness. Its a longitudinal deal- I had a life, a very good one, then I paused my life to handle a big thing that required my full attention. And now I suppose I could just swan dive right back into my […]

It’s that time of year again. A slight chill in the air, the last licks of summer… And clitorises. This is YEAR FOUR of Cliterally the Best Pleasure Hunt Ever to celebrate World Goddess Day 2019 Below are some link to past writings concerning both of these things: Again!Again! The Hunt World Goddess Day This […]

“Are there any movies coming out soon that you are excited about?” This is our starter conversation, between my son and I. Given his youth and general easy going nature, he is surprisingly opinionated about movies and will never venture to answer the question first. Now that I think about it, I was very opinionated […]

Transitions I. Anyone else in their pupal stage? Its kind of icky in here, right? It seems like a lot of production, Just to shut down the means of reproduction. It harkens back to my sweaty, toad armored adolescence. So many braces, and sprains, and growing pains. In the fishbowl of my own claustrophobic self-conscious […]

I saved my monies and made one hundred books. Even though that sounds like a lot of books, like I could dive into them and swim around Scrooge McDuck style, it turns out that they can all fit tidily into one small heavy box. Which is kind of a relief actually. I’m just going to […]

Shadow Box Calling forth all my moments The representative The pivotal The ecstasy And the existential Come and submit to an autopsy Of sorts Or maybe just an examination A re-telling And a display Make like a butterfly in a shadow box. Oh winged one Alight just once more Let me admire your splendor And […]

Commitment Issues When I have a day off It worries me And then inevitably I enjoy it too much And then its bitter Like my coffee Microwaved too many times And not ready to commit to a fresh pot. ### Why I Don’t Dust I don’t dust book shelves If books get dusty This means […]

Small Animal Prayers I don’t mourn well in community, But I do it pretty well curled up Like a woolly bear The small animal part of me hopes that if I remain stalwart enough If I maintain normalcy And wrap myself in winter’s toughness That somehow this will fool the universe into a cosmic shift […]

“Tell me about Erica.” I am just about to get into the shower. My second one. I’m on a kind of “shower bender” these days. My initial reptilian reaction is of course “I can’t get into this right now.” Because it is always a good time to NOT get into things. It is always a […]

I’m doing an experiment. On myself. A self experiment in radical mindfulness and mindful emptiness. Its a longitudinal deal- I had a life, a very good one, then I paused my life to handle a big thing that required my full attention. And now I suppose I could just swan dive right back into my […]

It’s that time of year again. A slight chill in the air, the last licks of summer… And clitorises. This is YEAR FOUR of Cliterally the Best Pleasure Hunt Ever to celebrate World Goddess Day 2019 Below are some link to past writings concerning both of these things: Again!Again! The Hunt World Goddess Day This […]

“Are there any movies coming out soon that you are excited about?” This is our starter conversation, between my son and I. Given his youth and general easy going nature, he is surprisingly opinionated about movies and will never venture to answer the question first. Now that I think about it, I was very opinionated […]

Transitions I. Anyone else in their pupal stage? Its kind of icky in here, right? It seems like a lot of production, Just to shut down the means of reproduction. It harkens back to my sweaty, toad armored adolescence. So many braces, and sprains, and growing pains. In the fishbowl of my own claustrophobic self-conscious […]

I saved my monies and made one hundred books. Even though that sounds like a lot of books, like I could dive into them and swim around Scrooge McDuck style, it turns out that they can all fit tidily into one small heavy box. Which is kind of a relief actually. I’m just going to […]

Shadow Box Calling forth all my moments The representative The pivotal The ecstasy And the existential Come and submit to an autopsy Of sorts Or maybe just an examination A re-telling And a display Make like a butterfly in a shadow box. Oh winged one Alight just once more Let me admire your splendor And […]

Commitment Issues When I have a day off It worries me And then inevitably I enjoy it too much And then its bitter Like my coffee Microwaved too many times And not ready to commit to a fresh pot. ### Why I Don’t Dust I don’t dust book shelves If books get dusty This means […]

Small Animal Prayers I don’t mourn well in community, But I do it pretty well curled up Like a woolly bear The small animal part of me hopes that if I remain stalwart enough If I maintain normalcy And wrap myself in winter’s toughness That somehow this will fool the universe into a cosmic shift […]

“Tell me about Erica.” I am just about to get into the shower. My second one. I’m on a kind of “shower bender” these days. My initial reptilian reaction is of course “I can’t get into this right now.” Because it is always a good time to NOT get into things. It is always a […]